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I'm afraid of sex, I don't know how it's done. I'm afraid of drugs, and I guess that means that I'm afraid of having fun. I'm afraid of those smarter than me, because I'm fucking dumb. Shit, who am I kidding? I'm afraid of everyone. I'm afraid to quit working, even though I hate my job. I'm afraid of religion. Yeah, I'm afraid of your god. I'm afraid of fighting. I guess that makes me a pussy. I'm afraid to love. Refer to the statement above. I'm too afraid to kill myself, I'm too afraid to live. I'm afraid of all the monsters living inside my head. Lately I've been so fearful, I've been praying for untimely death... Or prescription meds. And on the night before I man up and die by my own hand, I will be sure to sing the things that I left out of all these stupid songs. You can't tell me that I'm wrong for feeling so worthless, so pathetic, and ugly all along.
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